It must have been the bitterly cold rain pounding endlessly on my face as I walked home that put my mind in such a state.
Because that is so not me. It was a momentary lapse of confidence. And the very fact that this meant sooo much also made me so afraid. Afraid to fail. Afraid to lose.
Like you said, 'Only when you are afraid you know it true.'
All I needed was cigarettes and coffee to clear my head.
And a shit.
Then it came to me, clear as stars on a desert night.
You, are an amazing woman. Beautiful, smart and funny.
Men wait in line just for you to glance their way. And yet it was to me you gave your heart away.
Sayang,
I'm sorry to have even entertained the thought that you would leave. I can only imagine how that made you feel after you countlessly assure me of your love. I just want to say I appreciate it all, esp those cute videos you keep sending me. =)
As the song goes..
"..better shape up, cos i need a man. And my heart is set on you.."
So goodbye negativity. Its time to man up and give her what she deserves, a man.Not a whiny kental west side boy!
After all,
I have broken into her heart. And she, is simply falling for me.
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