Reminded of a time long ago, in a galaxy far away, when we tried to give a couple of boys $10 when we overheard them saying they didnt have enough money and had to share their lunch.
They gave the $10 to someone else in the end.. lol
Lol. Old times. Reminded when a boy dropped $2 at the mosque.
Sometimes signs are so obvious its a matter of effort being put in.
'Hendak seribu daya, tanak sudah.'
Life reaches full circle. Its sickeningly funny how we hit off right before Ramadhan last year, and it ended now, in Ramadhan.
I had real love for the first time in my life, and i threw it away.
Nothing's in store now. Everything looks bleak. I know what rejection feels like, but this. A whole new sunken feeling.
All we have is trust in the divine. And this is paving the way for better to come, especially for her.
i pray and hope you meet someone truly deserving of you.
i love you bachen. and i think i still am going to, for a very long time.
