Mongstad

Alaaa. I reallllllyyyy wanted her company here.

Instead its Vida n Oscar at Mongstad. Hahah.

Education

I never quite thought that I could get to where I am now.

Just 4 years ago, I was stuck in a job that paid so little that at 25, I still had to ask my mom for money.

But today, I can proudly support my mom!

Maybe deep down, thats what most men want. Who cares about status and wealth. Me, I just want to earn enough to provide my family with an easy life. To fulfill the financial role of a son and in future, that of a husband. A father.

And since I have proven that you do not need a degree to succeed financially, maybe its about time I got back to studying. Diploma first.

Oh yes. I dont even have a diploma.

The education system now is biased. If you judge a fish, a turtle and a monkey by its ability to climb a tree, of course the monkey is the smartest.

Whirlwind Part 3

And so dinner was arranged, 4 of us again. Quite a normal night until she took out that StarWars Monopoly board.

I dont know how to describe what I felt. So here's the physical reactions. Eyes wide. Heart skipped. Tingly sensations.

All for a board game.

And the fact that it was hers.

We ended up at home, wanting to play Monopoly. And ended up watching a horror movie.

So watching the movie we were on the sofa, sitting innocently. Ohhh you've watched movies. You know how it starts.

Starts with us sitting apart. Then lying down awkwardly (now i lurbp small sofas). And then head on my lap. And ended up cuddling.

Still not quite sure how we got to that position.

And so while cuddling and talking abt the movie, she kept letting her gaze linger aft we finished talking abt something.

Like they say.

RESISTANCE IS FUTILE.

By the end of it all, she had somehow shared her 2 year plans and showed me her family pictures.

*I* felt connected.

So that was it. 2 days later, I was on a plane to Norway.

And here I am, missing her.

Whirlwind Part 2

So to pick up where we left off...

1 mth passed, 1 REALLY busy mth. With Ramadhan in progress, Eid approaching, work and the upcoming trip to Norway.

Somehow she was still somewhere in my head. Popping up now and then.

So a few days before I left, while having supper, the topic of the TorDare night came up and WHAMMM! Back into my head with full force..

So I suggested meeting up before I went. And no I wasn't expecting anything. Neither should you. -_-

And no, I'm not lying when I said I expected nothing.

BUT. One can hope. Nyek eh eh. =)

Whirlwind Part 1

To say the past week was a whirlwind of emotions is an understatement.

It began 1.5mths ago..

Maybe earlier than that.

I remember the first time we met. I thought she knew what 'I am your father.' meant.

Now its apparent she didnt but it set into motion emotions.

I have somehow always been attracted to women who were interested in Star Wars. Didn't hurt that she's good looking and a little quirky..

Ok she's nuts. And I find that oh so adorable.
...............

2nd time we met was where the phrase 'Well THAT escalated quickly' came to mind.

Young people. Well, them=young. Me=Holding on dearly to whatever's left.

So our little had dinner, went for drinks after that, pretty much a normal night out. And then TorDare started..

Here is where it gets interesting. It came to the point in the game where we had to kiss. So we did. Rules were I had to give her 4 tic tacs via kissing. That was the duration.

So 4 tic tacs went to her. And came back. And went again. And again. And again. The only reason I stopped was bcos someone said get a room. Oops.

*As I'm writing this I'm smiling like an idiot.*

Suffice to say, at the end of the night, sexual tension was super high. Goodbye was awkward.

I didnt know what to make of it. They didnt teach me how to handle these stuffs back in school. And men are idiot when it comes to this.

All I know was she lingered in my mind. For well over a month. Cmon no one stays that long in my head!

To be continued.

Renewed?

Stopped blogging a few years back. I don't really know why now.

But today..

Solitude, black coffee and cigarettes. Perfect blend for blogging.

Oh, and thoughts of certain someone. =)

Aug2013
Midttun Camping and Motel