Surrealism

This is so surreal.

4 weeks ago I was just being me, laid back, happy, not a care in the world.

Ok maybe not not a care but not so much care in the world~

I'm still me though. Laid back, happy(ier) but definitely with some cares now lol.

You know when people ask how long we've known each other we'd probably say a few mths.

But at this very moment it hit me, we have really just known each other for 4 weeks. And somehow within these weeks something beautiful has blossomed.

Its been a really amazing 4 weeks. We have got the really important issues out in the open.

And the little details that we missed?

We have our whole lifetime ahead to figure those out.

Nur Rashidah, I think I'm truly blessed to have met someone as amazing as you. You will always be the most beautiful girl in my life, even at 5am when you wake up. No, especially at 5am when you wake up. Because that is what I want to wake up to for the rest of my life.

Inner voice: Da sudah cukop tu, meluat.

Oops sorreh bro.

Whirwind 5

Funny. We've nvr even been on a date together but things look like they are turning serious. Talked to her mom via skype today. Then i told mama abt her.

Mom asked for her pic, i gave. Took a screenshot of that and sent it to her.

Omggggg reaction and panic attack from her. Priceless. I think she liked it. Lol.

Mongstad: Week 4

Tomorrow will be the 4th week here and my second week in Mongstad.

Things are going well and starting to earn alot of respect ard here. Quite wonderful actually working here. Love the weather while working. Not sweating much at all.

New week. Time to gain more experience and bring a shit load of it back to Sg and kick EM's ass.

Dream Journal: Homesick

I fell asleep for 15mins, dreamt abt my mom. And i woke up feeling homesick.

I dreamt i was at dinner table. Eating alone. Then this girl came and said syukran skukran repeatedly.

I asked if she was from Africa. She laughed, pointed at herself and say, am i even good enough to be from africa?

Next thing i knew there were many people in the dream at the table all laughing n being merry.

But the setting has changed. The people changed. It was outside now. I was in a kind of sheltered gazebo with nature around me.

The people were from work, Amin, Din and 1 other guy. They were kutuking mme n my work about about Pinovo in a playing kind of manner.

I was working on tbe PiBlaster, while eating this insane amount of food. Then i stopped and went back to my food.

Then my mom, she was at the table with me. How? I dont know. Im supposed to be in Norway. So she took abit of my food and i jeling abit at her like i do when kapok food off my plate sometimes.

The. I said 'tomm im gg back to norway u know.'

Then i woke up.

And felt extremely homesick. =(

Whirlwind 4

The past week have been kind of surreal.
We started texting nightly. Slowly at first. And opening up more and more to each other.

Maybe this trip is a blessing in disguise.

I think whatever we shared wont have been shared if it wasnt for the fact that we are a thousand miles apart.

And today she sent me on 'mission'. I had thought it might have been something superficial or vain girls make guys do. But i went anyway.

She gave me an address and told me to look for it. She said it meant a lot to her. So i did.

Spent maybe close to 2 hours? looking for it.

And i found it. Beautiful.

Even miles apart, she somehow sent me on a path towards God.

It was the Bergen mosque. She sent me to look for a mosque.

When it hit me, i dont know. It hit me really deep inside. The kind that makes your hair stand and your heart leap.

She said it meant alot to her. It meant everything to me.

Im gonna make that girl my wife.